On my desk is a photograph of you taken by the woman who loved you then. In some photos her shadow falls in the foreground. In this one, her body is not that far from yours. Did you hold your head that way because she loved it? She is not invisible, not my enemy, nor even the past. I think I love the
Gabeba Baderoon is the author of A hundred silences (Kwela/Snailpress, 2006); The Museum of Ordinary Life (DaimlerChrysler, 2005); and The Dream in the Next Body (Kwela/Snailpress, 2005). Her honors include the DaimlerChrysler Award for South African Poetry and a Civitella Ranieri Foundation Fellowship. She works at Pennsylvania State University and lives in Cape Town, South Africa, and Pennsylvania.