Day 1

by Terrence Dalton

My fields are
finished burning.
 
Where the harvest
was once stretching high
 
there is now black earth
barren as the ceiling
 
resting violently
still.
 
Before they were gone
I knew: the weather was perfect
 
for fires, cool warmth
settling in my chest
 
like a rush
of horses.
 
Now I see no field
and feel no hooves,
 
the memory fresh 
of thumbs
 
thrumming a silent
rhythm,
 
shoulders rising flesh
with a front door swinging,
 
a silhouette imposed
upon a barn’s side,
 
hands holding a lit match
instead of a plow,
 
me kicking a chair because I feared
the moment of hanging.