2018 Wilbur Gaffney Poetry Prize

Location

by Katie Schmid
 
                                           After Natalie Diaz

 
When my body was the door between life and death.
When the door opened and 500 pink krill floated out,
 
handmaidens to the rent in my flesh. When my flesh
was torn and velvet and red wet poppies. When it
 
shuddered and bowed before its death and I took the 
holy chaos on my none head. When I called her out 
 
with my surrender. When we said hello and parted 
forever. When she was born. When it was cavernous 
 
and I thought it would always be so. When it sucked 
the wound salt when it sucked the raw wound when it
 
sucked & what light there is off a wound was its own 
medicine. When it told the story of health in advance 
 
of health’s arrival. When her taste of me was my only 
eros. When her claws in my breast my only touch. 
 
When I thought it would always be so. 
When I made the ocean 
 
come into the room. When it lapped at our bed in hunger. 
When I begged for it. When I cried from it. When I was 
 
bone white coral and my networks alive. When I was a
home for your body. For mine. When no one praised how 
 
fine I was made so I prayed to my self, undulate in the fuck. 
When the ocean is home and night milk and death and all 
 
the beauty alive in it shimmers just underneath the surface. 
That. There. Now I have done it you can’t tell me anything.