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Tracy K. Smith
Tracy K. Smith
Born on April 16, 1972, Tracy K. Smith was raised in Falmouth, Massachusetts. Smith's first collection, The Body's Question (Graywolf, 2003), won the Cave Canem Prize in 2002...
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Duende

 
by Tracy K. Smith

                1.

The earth is dry and they live wanting.
Each with a small reservoir
Of furious music heavy in the throat.  
They drag it out and with nails in their feet
Coax the night into being.  Brief believing.  
A skirt shimmering with sequins and lies.
And in this night that is not night,
Each word is a wish, each phrase
A shape their bodies ache to fill—

             Iím going to braid my hair
         Braid many colors into my hair
             Iíll put a long braid in my hair
         And write your name there

They defy gravity to feel tugged back.
The clatter, the mad slap of landing.


		2.

And not just them.  Not just
The ramshackle family, the tios,
Primitos, not just the bailaor
Whose heels have notched 
And hammered time
So the hours flow in place
Like a tin river, marking
Only what once was.
Not just the voices scraping
Against the river, nor the hands
nudging them farther, fingers
like blind birds, palms empty,
echoing.  Not just the women
with sober faces and flowers
in their hair, the ones who dance
as though they're burying
memory—one last time—
beneath them.
	  And I hate to do it here.
To set myself heavily beside them.
Not now that theyíve proven
The body a myth, parable
For what not even language 
Moves quickly enough to name.
If I call it pain, and try to touch it
With my hands, my own life,
It lies still and the music thins,
A pulse felt for through garments.
If I lean into the desire it starts from—
If I lean unbuttoned into the blow
Of loss after loss, love tossed
Into the ecstatic void—
It carries me with it farther,
To chords that stretch and bend
Like light through colored glass.
But it races on, toward shadows
Where the world I know 
And the world I fear
Threaten to meet.


                3.

There is always a road,
The sea, dark hair, dolor.

Always a question
Bigger than itself—

	They say youíre leaving Monday
	Why canít you leave on Tuesday?





Audio Clip
from From the Fishouse



First published in Gulf Coast. Copyright © Tracy K. Smith. Used with permission of the author.
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