World harbors much I'd like to fit inside that the parameters preclude me from. I'm the desire to have had a say. I'm the desire to be left alone amid brochures for Europe's best hotels behind a locked door on Utopia Parkway, where Brother, crippled, rides his chariot, where Mother's all dressed up and going
I carry myself out into the rainswept blur.
I lift my pleasant voice over the coming flood.
I have nothing to do that I’m going to do.
I keep meaning to purchase a dog. I keep waiting
to email you back. When I see you again will
I know who you are? Once I wove you a mask
of rattan and hair. Once I carved you a mask
of painted wood. I brushed my wooden leg
against your wooden leg. We had learned to imitate
each other’s breath. When I see you again will
you know who I am? Will you place your words back
into my open mouth? Once I held you for years
in the stones of my eyes. You were an ineluctable act of God.
Into the drainage ditch we hurled our toys.