(Soma)tic 5: Storm SOAKED Bread


—for Julian Brolaski

Sit outside under shelter of a doorway, pavilion, or umbrella on a park bench, but somewhere outside where you can easily touch, smell, taste, FEEL the storm. Lean your face into the weather, face pointed UP to the sky, stay there for a bit with eyes closed while water fills the wells of your eyes. Come back into the shelter properly baptized in the beauty of pure elements and be quiet and still for a few minutes. Take some preliminary notes about your surroundings. Try not to engage with others who might run to your shelter for cover. If they insist on talking MOVE somewhere else; you are a poet with a storm to digest, this isn't time for small talk! You are not running from the storm, you are opening to it, you are IN IT! Stick a bare arm or foot into the storm, let your skin take in a meditative measure of wind and rain. If you are someone who RAN from storms in the past take time to examine the joys of the experience. Remind yourself you are a human being who is approximately 80 percent water SO WHAT'S THE HARM OF A FEW DROPS ON THE OUTSIDE!? Right? YES! Pause, hold your breath for a count of 4, then write with a FURY and without thinking, just let it FLOW OUT OF YOU, write, write, WRITE!

Set an empty cup in the storm, hold a slic of bread in the storm. Then put a little salt and pepper on your storm soaked bread, maybe some oregano and garlic. With deliberate SLOOOWNESS chew your storm bread and drink the storm captured in your cup. Slowly. So, slowly, please, with, a, slowness, that, is, foreign, to, you. THINK the whole slow time of chewing and drinking how this water has been in a cycle for MILLIONS OF YEARS, falling to earth, quenching horses, elephants, lizards, dinosaurs, humans. They pissed, they died, their water evaporated and gathered again into clouds to drizzle down AND STORM DOWN into rivers, puddles, aqueducts, and ancient cupped hands. Humans who LOVED, who are long dead, humans who thieved, raped, murdered, were generous, playful, disappointed, fearful, annoyed and adored one another, each of them dying in their own way, their water going back to the sky, coming back down to your bread, your lips, your stomach, to feed your sinew, your brain, your living, beautiful day. Take your notes POET, IT IS YOUR MOMENT to be totally aware, completely aware!

One Day I Will Step from the Beauty Parlor and Enlist in the Frequency of Starlings
                                           my favorite morning
                                        is not caring if
                                      blood on sheets
                                       is yours or mine
                                        a machine in
                                         your station
                                           rides me
                                 tracks to snacks     
                                 snacks to tracks
                           I feel very fortunate
                           to know magic is real
                           and poetry is real
                     you can see it in the writing
                     a belief in one is missing
                     a mouse eating
                           the dead
                           cat our
                                   I was born
                                    in Topeka
                                   they would have
                                    never let me in
                     they circle away holding this place
                     opening opening opening OPENING UP
                             I grope the tree down its root
                                              if truth soothes
                                        soothing was
                                              not truth's goal
                                              my goal
                                         is to do what
                                              as gentle
                                              as vicious
                                    one promise: when
                                     I get to the bottom I'll
                                       accelerate deeper
                                              my small pile
                                              of poems
                                    everyone along the
                                    open wound
                                              "was there a
                                              death" they ask
                                              "a merger" I say
                                       everyone paying attention
                                                      enjoy your visit
                                                        everyone else
                                                              good luck
From A Beautiful Marsupial Afternoon. Copyright © 2012 by CAConrad. Reprinted by permission of the publisher. All rights reserved.

Poems by This Author

(Soma)tic 1: Anoint Thyself by CAConrad
Visit the home of a deceased poet you admire
(Soma)tic 21: Touch Yourself for Art by CAConrad
There must be a piece of art near where you live
Confetti Allegiance: Love Letter to Jim Brodey by CAConrad
Is there a deceased poet who was alive in your lifetime but you never met
Guessing My Death [excerpt] by CAConrad
by choking in

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