Dear Tiara

Sean Thomas Dougherty

 
I dreamed I was a mannequin in the pawnshop window
      of your conjectures.
I dreamed I was a chant in the mouth of a monk, saffron-robed
      syllables in the religion of You.
I dreamed I was a lament to hear the deep sorrow places
      of your lungs.
I dreamed I was your bad instincts.
I dreamed I was a hummingbird sipping from the tulip of your ear.
I dreamed I was your ex-boyfriend stored in the basement
      with your old baggage.
I dreamed I was a jukebox where every song sang your name.  
I dreamed I was in an elevator, rising in the air shaft
      of your misgivings.  
I dreamed I was a library fine, I've checked you out
      too long so many times.  
I dreamed you were a lake and I was a little fish leaping
      through the thin reeds of your throaty humming.
I must've dreamed I was a nail, because I woke beside you still
      hammered.  
I dreamed I was a tooth to fill the absences of your old age.  
I dreamed I was a Christmas cactus, blooming in the desert
      of my stupidity.
I dreamed I was a saint's hair-shirt, sewn with the thread
      of your saliva.  
I dreamed I was an All Night Movie Theater, showing the
      flickering black reel of my nights before I met you.
I must've dreamed I was gravity, I've fallen for you so damn hard.
 
Copyright © 2011 by Sean Thomas Dougherty. Reprinted from Sasha Sings the Laundry on the Line with the permission of BOA Editions.

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